many stuffs

yay, got past the sp musical auditions=) felicia and edwin are also in! it's gonna get busy now. but it's in a way an anwsered prayer. Cuz i wanted to explore and develop my voice by even going for classes. But now, i get the training foc! haha, with even dance lessons:P

first time leading worship.
yea, lead worship for the first time 2 saturdays ago. wow, wad an experience. thruout all rehearsals - even the one on the day itself, i was super nervous. but after lots of prayer support, from pastor gim har and cindy and my mom, my sis (prob from others too), when it came to the actual worship time, i was able to freely worship God. the focus was totally taken off me. and God increased and i decreased.

twas a very exhilarating experience. but for now, i'll stick with backup singing first. baby steps=)

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thought jut: haha, today saw swei at commonwealth mrt at around 11+pm as i was comming home. SHOUTED her name! haha, the big haired lady turned=P
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Anyway, right now, in crusade, we've been praying for a revival, especially in CLM. I think the recent aquaintence with the few Hope Church people and their presence during Monday's prayer walk is a way God might be working in Crusade. Can sense that God is preparing crusade for a revival. Thank you God! =)

And as i go thru these experiences, hopefully God will allow me to discern how God works. Perhaps when the ways of God is known, it is easier to do His work.

I'm very interested in reaching out to people. But it's always when it comes to dicipleship, i tend to stumble. The inadequecy just looms above me. Practical constraints include time. However the more deeper spiritual cat and dog chase only goes to show how unstable my walk with God is. I know by being accountable of someone can help in my growth, but i might just stumble my diciple - and i absolutely do not want that to happen.

James' song: Take Me Away spoke to me a lot. will upload the lyrics when i get it from him=)

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oh ya, today went to a screening of CHOICES, at some church. it has a high anti abortion slant. haha, was mentally disecting the film the whole 1 and half hours! it realli inspired me to make a movie too! but i got too many things on my hands already. perhaps i'll start thinking of it when all my projects are over. Wanna involve ywav ppl also, so can bond! had a nice chat with bell eric and violet during supper=)

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wonder how the rest of the clm went today? it was super fun when i was still there. we had this idea of making one station - selling the fullscape and bday cards! ha, that's how much financing crusade needs=P very suprising to find that all the teams that i met up with managed to sell all their goods! some even came back with more money cuz buyers had no change.

i think this step out of their confort zone can slowly be part of the bigger picture where crusaders step out to share christ with people!

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sorry if these random mental clippings are confusing to readers=P at least for those who were there, you can understand. i'll attempt to be more readable in the next post!

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man.. my curfew is outrageously violated.